Loving him is like dancing in the rain. You know you’ll get sick and yet you still find it enjoyable. It’s like doing something that actually hurts you but you still insists on doing it because it makes you happy.
Last July 13, 2013, I celebrated my debut. It was one of the most important event in my life and one of the most happiest day for me because almost all the important people in my life were there to celebrate with me
During the preparation..
( Hair and Make-up by Mrs. Janett Fadera )
After the preparation, the photographer took some photos of me..
For my escort, I asked my blockmate from my old school to be my escort..
And here are the members of my family.. My dad, ate and chester. ( too sad, my mom cannot come because she’s in Lebanon. :( )
And…. this celebration would not be complete without the father and daughter’s dance. :)
That night I felt so lucky and happy because I realized that there’s a lot of people that really loves me and I’m lucky enough to have them in my life. I wish that my relationship with all those who came to celebrate with me will stay forever.
"What I have done with my life?" I asked myself few months ago. These past few months I’m having a hard time finding myself; longing to know what I really want and to know which group of friends I’ll be with. There are times where I felt unhappy and tired with my life especially about school. I felt unhappy because I regret not giving my best in my old school and having to move in another school. That University has always been my dream school, but I just let it go just like that and now, I regret it. Whenever I remember it and whenever I see my old blockmates , I just can’t stop thinking of those “what ifs” and “what could’ve been “. Yes, I do enjoy my stay in my present school but there’s an incomplete feeling, an unknown feeling. And for the group of friends, I think I’m just too attached with my friends in my old school that’s why I feel more happy with them than with my friends now. I enjoy my old blockmates’ company because whenever I’m with them it’s like I can be who I really am. And I could say that my problem is, my social life. I feel like my social life is in my old school not in my present school that’s why whenever I’m having a hard time to talk with my friends now, all I think about is my friends in my old school that they’re much better than my blockmates now.